Lets put it like this.
I dont want to do field service. I like Not doing it. The fact is i go to meetings still cause my whole family goes and all my uncles, aunts and all that shit. So if i stop... They all gonna hate me. Which is where i come back to my story.
What im showing to everyone is that the elders are not fair and have no right to tell me im not allowed to do field service when i actually AM allowed. Just proving what such a bunch of PRICKS all these elders are, to tell me that type of stuff, and not even bother to follow up on my progress. Making the whole congregation hate me cuz i dont improve.
I mean, what if i WAS and ARE improving or improved, become this good Holy Ass Son of a WT, WANTING to come back and redeem my self and get this wonderful everlasting life that they all BRAG about. BUT, NO ELDER BOTHERS TO FIND THAT OUT. Just assume im still a rebel, still bad, and not bother to waste there time with a person of my stature or style of person. You know, that young rebelliuos type that influences all the elders sons to smoke and daughters to have PRE-MATURE sex and all that shit.
So im just happy with where i stand. No complaints. I dont bother them. They dont bother me. hehe!!!
MAN. WHY DO PEOPLE EVEN WANNA BE WITNESSES???. BEATS THE CRAP OUTTA ME.