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  my dad died

  by termite 35 in

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  dear everyone, my dad died suddenly and unexpectedly at the weekend.he did'nt turn up for a family dinner and my husband and i went to see if he was ok.he was dead.collapsed in his home.i can't stop shaking and i feel really sick.i've lost my mum and now my dad too.i wish i could sleep for months and wake when the pain has finished with me.

  it hurts so much .sorry to bring everyone down-but i'm stressed at having to sort out his arrangements due to the autopsy and funeral etc and the house and my feelings.

  ; i just wanted to tell you all as my husband's gone for a walk and the children are asleep and i'm feeling scared about viewing his body, but i know i'll have to and i feel guilty for feeling like that.stupid thoughts racing through my mind at the moment-need to 'hear' a friendly voice .

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  Termite,

  Sorry to hear of you and your families loss.
  I know nothing that can be said that will make any of this easier but, as long as you remember them they are never truely gone from you.

  Goshawk
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  Another Little One.....

  by Sentinel in

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  just stopped by to let you know that we now have grandchild #4, two weeks early.

  our second grandson, nicholas keith, born jan. 10th in lexington, kentucky, at 12:44pm, weighing 7 lbs.

  15oz., and 21 inches, with very light brown hair.. needless to say, we can't wait to see him!

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  Goshawk

  Great News!!!!

  
  
  
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  Another death in our family

  by Mulan in

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  while we were in hawaii, we learned of another death in our extended family.

  our niece, my brother's daughter, had a stepson who died unexpectedly on january 1. such a tragedy.

  he was a well known musician, in our area, so it made the newspaper here.

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  Goshawk

  Mulan,

  Sorry for the loss.

  Goshawk
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  It is now 2003.... Where is Armageddon?

  by Nosferatu in

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  i find it extremely amusing how each year is passing without armageddon.

  "for the year 2000, i visualize a world transformed into a beautiful paradise!

  but i don't think that either the present world or its rulers will live to see that day.. we are living in the last days of the system of things.

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  Nosferatu,

  The choice is now yours. Take the blue capsule and you will awaken to see the Dubtrix for what it really is. Take the red capsule and you will awaken tomorrow to a mind numbing monotony of selling religious literature, dreaming of everlasting life on a paradise earth while waiting for Armageddon to start and remember nothing of this conversation. Either way you cant go back after taking either capsule.

  Goshawk
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  I am a Big Ball of Tears

  by Shytears in

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  Goshawk

  There are several ways that information related to your actions or the private reproof might have been gotten out.

  KH grapevine. I don't know of one that I ever attended where gossip was a way of life for some sisters (including elders wives) and sadly some brothers. odds better than 70%

  Do some of the younger sisters and brothers go to the same school as you?

  If so then the guy you had relations with might not have been mature enough to be a gentleman about what happened. Gossip at school often equates to gossip in the hall. odds better than 80%

  Might one of the younger brothers or sisters if they attend the same school as yourself been at the game and one of them saw you getting in the car, getting out of the car or actually in the car with this guy. One witness is not enough to bring charges but enough to start gossip and mark you. odds about 40%

  Being marked justly or unjustly is not fun and I feel sorry that anyone has to go through that kind of emotional blackmail. Another thing you might consider is that you are being overly sensitive to others actions while you are emotionally raw from recent events. (Preconditioned guilt that you have been taught is very hard to understand or even control)

  The above is all just guessing; only you know for sure what you are experiencing.
  Finally, just a friendly warning, leading a double life has a price to be paid in your trust of others, self-esteem, and the amount of guilt they will be able to trigger in you during interaction with witnesses.

  Goshawk (been there done that class)

  Edited by - goshawk on 13 January 2003 8:4:32
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  Belching Gun on Fitzwater Case

  by AlanF in

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  the following material is far more than a smoking gun -- it's a flash picture of a gun belching fire.

  in connection with bill bowen's las vegas news conference today, bill released the following documents to the public: .

  http://www.silentlambs.org/fitzwaterscan1.

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  Alan,

  When connecting to the two links you provided all I could see were control characters and other clutter on the monitor.

  Goshawk
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  Officially Disassociated Tonight

  by Princess in

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  steve and i attended our very last meeting this evening.

  i wrote a thread a few weeks ago about our elder visit and their decision to announce that we were disassociated.

  they agreed to wait until we returned from our vacation so i could tell my grandma who still attends via phone link and so she wouldn't have to be alone in her devastation.

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  Steve & Rachel,

  It looks to have been done with grace and style. Along with just the right amount of defiance that might make others think that there is life after the borg.

  As always the best to you and your family.

  Goshawk
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  Birthday List

  by nicolaou in

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  c'mon guys, we can celebrate our birthdays!!!.

  post your birthdate here and let us know how you want to get your 'birthday card' (email, post on the board, text message, soaped-up kyliegram!).

  my birthday is october 16th and i'd be happy to receive any of the above.. .

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  Goshawk

  email I know the feeling

  September 11th here as well.

  Goshawk
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  Did you throw your meeting clothes out?

  by sleepy in

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  just been clearing some space in my house and deciding what to get rid of.i have a whole rack of "meeting clothes" shirts , suits ties etc that i have never worn since i left.i kept a few shirts and a couple of suits just in case i need them sometime.what a load of money those clothes most have cost me.one extra good reason for leaving, and think of all those dry cleaning bills you'll miss as well.bad luck if you work in an office.

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  Goshawk

  After getting "da boot" for false accusations against me, I had some extra time. To help with the stress of the changes in my life I started going to the gym and working very hard. As it turned out in about a year I had outgrown my suits in the shoulders and chest. I kept one suit to remind me of meddling elderettes and just how "spiritually guided" the jc really was.

  Its nice to be reminded of how much personal progress has been made since then.
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  UFO's

  by Sirona in

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  i personally know of 2 people who have seen unidentified flying objects.

  just recently i stumbled across this site http://homepage.ntlworld.com/m.hurley/ which claims to show ancient paintings which have flying saucers in them.

  are these paintings genuine?

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  Goshawk

  Ultra
  Facist
  Overseer

  **grin**

  Edited by - goshawk on 9 January 2003 7:20:28