Today i went to the assembly,i kinda wanted to go just to find some cute guys to talk to lol,and to get away from the house,i had second thoughts,and i knew every time i fool around these people i get hurt,i should have followed my intuition(i think thats how u spell it ,hehe)...i wish i Never would have went,everyone in my congregation ignored me,my supposely friends acted like i was invisable and just passed me by like they couldnt see me,and one of them had the nerve to ask me if i wanted to go eat out after the assembly!!!errr yeah right after being shunned the whole lunch break,nope,,i cried the whole time. i cant believe some people can be so unloving and mean,and i wish they could find out how much that hurts people.......*sigh*hmm i just wanted to vent,,,sorryyy.. laura
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Hiya everyone,well i meant with this elders a couple of days ago......it was pure torture...i just about busted out laughin when they were asking me questions about my"sin" LOL Gawd what a bunch of dirty minded elders theyare ,heheeh..Lol so after about reading 50 scriptures,they made me wait outside so they could discuss either to d'f or reprove me....when it was done we went sit back in the library,they said"Laura we can tell u are very sorry,and we see that and jehovah knows too,LMFAO!! was i??? Not EVEN!!! Wow iam a GOOD actress,ehehe,i sure fooled them,hahaha,well they silent reproved me,o whatever,i can comment or give talks!AHAHAHA i never comment any way so i dont care bout that,and i hardly give talks..wow im so sad now,lol...yeah right!.! well im doin a lil better now,my moods go up and down like a yo yo,but its cool,i have a job at mcdonalds,hehe its ok,i burn myself alot tho...im trying to save money to buy a car...and this is the good part!!! i was talking with my mom,we talked a long time and she said,if i really be good,i can move out at 17!!!Yeah,i know its better at 18 but ill just move with my friend:)shes 19,hehe,well gotta go bye bye............... Laura
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Who's the coolest here?
by troucul inbeen here awhile now, mostly as a lurker, but while reading alot of posts, i feel justified in formulating an opinion on who the coolest person on this board is.
so my vote goes to ....drum roll.... .
valis .
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Me,MUhahhaaha
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Holiday Recipes
by meadow77 inmy grandma was the best cook i've ever known.
i miss her holiday treats soo much.
this year i decided to step up to the plate, and takeover by producing some of my own.
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Yummmm
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Remember this as Christmas nears.....
by bikerchic inremember this as christmas nears.
> according to the alaska department of fish and game, while both male and.
> female reindeer grow antlers in the summer each year, male reindeer drop.
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LOL!!!!!!! now that is funny
Edited by - Shytears on 20 December 2002 3:29:18
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Bikerchic Does It!
by onacruse inafter sufficient goading from lilacs, supporting advice from scully, and no small measure of harassment .
reached her daily posting limit!!!!.
today a master...next month?.
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Yeahhhh! go bikerchic (((((hugs))))
~Laura~
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Home Schooling
by hippikon inwhat are your thoughts on home schooling?
we had a few in one congregation i was in that practiced home schooling for their kids.
i kina think home schooling is isolationists and for loons.
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i just wanted to add that,im in homeschool,its gets very lonly,and id rather go to school,lol,id rather be with all my wonderful worldy friends..homeschool is not all what its cracked up to be,it sux,and is boring,heheh
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What should i Do???
by Shytears inin the past few months i have gotton into another depression,or maybe i have been in one for a long time and now its getting worst,whatever the case is,i cant seem to get out of it...i dont have much help any way,i rarely do anything and when i do get out the house its to go to the doctor or some other thing thats not really fun..... .
my brother says its my fault im like this,i just wanted to know if its true,can i help it,or not?he said i did this to myself??
?i was thinking in what way?
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Thank You everone for the kind Words,i appreciate it
~~Laura~~
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Off to Oregon - Merry Christmas
by Amazing inmy children have decided to fly me back to oregon to spend christmas with them.
this will be the first time i have seen my family since february 2001 and since my heart attack ... so this is a special time for them and me - and i get to see all my grandchildren.
i promised to make three finale posts ... i have written two of them but i am holding off until i can think them through more and be sure of what i want to say ... so i may post them soon or when i get back on the 27th.
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Have a good time ~Laura~ Merry Christmas
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What should i Do???
by Shytears inin the past few months i have gotton into another depression,or maybe i have been in one for a long time and now its getting worst,whatever the case is,i cant seem to get out of it...i dont have much help any way,i rarely do anything and when i do get out the house its to go to the doctor or some other thing thats not really fun..... .
my brother says its my fault im like this,i just wanted to know if its true,can i help it,or not?he said i did this to myself??
?i was thinking in what way?
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In the past few months i have gotton into another depression,or maybe i have been in one for a long time and now its getting worst,whatever the case is,i cant seem to get out of it...i dont have much help any way,i rarely do anything and when i do get out the house its to go to the doctor or some other thing thats not really fun.....im like a hermit,seems the more i dont do anything the more i Dont want to do anything
my brother says its my fault im like this,i just wanted to know if its true,can i help it,or not?he said i did this to myself???i was thinking in what way??all my friends are not my friends anymore??is that my fault???people dont talk to me anymore..is that my fault???nobody invites me anywhere is that my fault??? not like i have my own car and go anywhere i want..i mean im not mean to anyone im still nice to eveyone,my mom says its because they all have there own problems,,Well i thought the loving brothers and sisters are suppose to help the ones with problems,seems like when u start to get down and depressed they leave u alone???and have nothing to do with u..and view u as bad association
i sleep all the time im maybe up for like 5 hours,thats it,little things make me cry thats really stupid...i know sometimes i need to make the effert to go places but i feel like they dont want me there anyways....well im gonna go,byebbye ~Laura~