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Ravyn
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5My Crackpot Theory of Life ......Help!
by metatron ini have a crackpot theory of life --- which you can help me confirm!.
let me explain:.
years ago, a nut named mekmet ali aja shot the pope.
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My Crackpot Theory of Life ......Help!
by metatron ini have a crackpot theory of life --- which you can help me confirm!.
let me explain:.
years ago, a nut named mekmet ali aja shot the pope.
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Ravyn
ok meta,
now probably 99.9% of the people who hear this story(and I dont just tell anyone) will think I am a fruitcake. But this is what happened to me.
As a child I would have vivid dreams and if I ever told anyone about them it would end up with my room getting sorted out and half my toys being burned for demons. So I did not usually tell anyone, except my sister. But I had a runnning dream of about 9 or 10 yrs, about once a week where I was another person. To this day I have trouble watching movies with this parallel universe premise since it freaks me out like it did when Ihad those dreams. Sometimes I would have to wake up and be out of bed before I knew which life Iw as in. And sometimes I dreamed I woke up and was out of bed....
Anyway, my other name was Catherine Murphy and I lived in a mining town in the northwest in the time right after the civil war. I was from ireland and I was engaged to my childhood love, Sean who went to Amerika first and was going to send for me. Except he never did and so I finally came to amerika myself but after 2 yrs of searching for him in Philadelphia and Boston I went west and took up the only trade I was capable of. I was a very successful prostitute. I had my regulars and the men loved me, they didn't just come to me for sex. I never forgot Sean tho and I died heart broken, of pneumonia at the age of 29.
Ok typical sounding story, I could have seen it on tv right? sure. Except for one thing. In 1990 I was compelled by a series of dreams again to move from southern california to northern idaho. I had never been to northern idaho before, and when i mentioned my interest in the area, people thot Iw as nuts. An unexpected insurance settlement gave me enough money to move to idaho. I chose Coeur d'Alene a gem of a place in the kootenai mountains on a 40 mile long pristine lake. Heart of logging country, and capitol of silver mining.
So to make a long story short, I was walking in the cemetery one day--beautiful golden aspens and it was a pleasant autumn day and what did I stumble across? The grave of Catherine Murphy. Died in 1869 at the age of 29 of pneumonia. She was a local whore.
Since I have recognized a few of my old customers. And they have also recognized me. They don't all believe in reincarnation, but I have told a couple of these special friends my story and not one of them has even so much as questioned it. They know. Just like I did. But how?
I don't know. dreams or memories? Someone giving me the info? I don't know. But I do not categorically dismiss anyone's experiences with unknown paranormal stuff. And in my case there was a lot more of it true than just 1%. In fact so far I have not remembered or dreamed anything about it that was NOT true.
Ravyn
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Is it Possible to Love More than One Person?
by Robdar ini think that love takes on many facets.
i think that admiration is one of these facets.
sexual desire is another.
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I absolutely believe it is possible to love more than one person at the same time and I have no problem with expressing sexual love to more than one person at the same time. I would and have had sex with friends. But when I married my husband we decided it was a pledge of committment and sexual fidelity to each other exclusively. This does not mean we dont feel the desire to still express love in a sexual way with others, but we choose not to. Basically becoz it is not all that safe, and also WE have an understanding of the emotional repercussions of sexual expression and love of each other's hearts...but to assume someone else has the same set of rules is risky. What I mean is just becoz I can emotionally handle having sex with someone I love other than my husband--does not mean that that person is capable of the same thing or of leaving it at that, so I would not do it, if I truly loved that person, becoz it could hurt them. I believe love means knowing the other persons limits and vulnerabilities and respecting them and protecting them. I am not sure if my husband and I would ever agreed to let someone else in on our committment--ours is enough for us.
Ravyn
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help please
by Scooby ini just wanted to see if anyone out there could help with my situation.
my husband and i are inactive witnesses very very recently.
we separated as we are both very unhappy with our lives.. my husband was raised a jw and has gotten flack his whole life by elders.
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Ravyn
sorry typo--four time black belt
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help please
by Scooby ini just wanted to see if anyone out there could help with my situation.
my husband and i are inactive witnesses very very recently.
we separated as we are both very unhappy with our lives.. my husband was raised a jw and has gotten flack his whole life by elders.
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Ravyn
scooby,
I dont know if he wants to stay a JW or not. But I can tell you what my husband's advice to him was....(mine was never a JW thank goodness--but was raised in a traumatic environment) he said to tell your husband to find a good Martial arts teacher in a style he is attracted to. He sadi the discipline they teach builds self confidence and esteem. Mine is a time Black belt and was a champion in competition as a teen. it literally saved his life he says. take a martial arts class together..alot of times the senseis will have their wives teach tai chi or yoga or kick boxing.
Ravyn
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So What's Your Porn-Star Name? (Fluff, BTW)
by Englishman inyou take the name of your favourite pet as the first part of your porn-star name, then you take your mothers maiden name for your porn-star surname.. which makes me...george bennet, hmm fairly ordinary i suppose... but her ladyship becomes...poppy male...ah, it works sometimes then!.
this could be good.
englishman.
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Ravyn
OMG Joelbear! I would be Martine Mt Zion!
or Butterscotch Silverado! (Strawberry Pick-Up sounds more porn...)
Ravyn
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Can I ask a favor PLEASE!!!!
by SheilaM inmy daughter melanie who is 20, is going through a rough time.
i won't go into detail for her privacy, but she is now a single mom with a 8 month old baby.
this day is very hard for her.
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Happy Valentine's Day Melanie and Baby!
From TN soon to be VA!
Ravyn(of the who-needs-balls-when-you-got-ovaries?-class)
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So What's Your Porn-Star Name? (Fluff, BTW)
by Englishman inyou take the name of your favourite pet as the first part of your porn-star name, then you take your mothers maiden name for your porn-star surname.. which makes me...george bennet, hmm fairly ordinary i suppose... but her ladyship becomes...poppy male...ah, it works sometimes then!.
this could be good.
englishman.
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Samantha Spencer.....LOL I think that one is already taken--or atleast it sounds like it could be!
my husband would be:
Magick Harvey
LOLOLOL
and Min! that is perfect!(Big Boy Johnson!)
Ravyn (however I did fairly well soliciting cat-calls when I used to dress up as Snow White for chilsdren's parties......'hey Snow where's the dwarves?' wink wink)
I have to tell you! Once I did a JW kids party and a little boy asked me if I was a JW, and at the time I was so i told him yes(not thinking about me BEING Snow White to him....) and so then he asked if the dwarves were JWs too! I did not want to blow his fantasy by laughing at him--so I just said that Dopey was studying! LOLOLOLOLOLOL I had forgotten that until you reminded me!
Ravyn
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RANT WARNING-subject: MEN
by Ravyn inok, i have been living in exiled in fundyland tn for 3 yrs now while my dear husband has bee trying to figure out what he wants to do with his(and my) life after having somehow lost his 20's.
finally figured it out and gets a good job, to be laid off in less than a yr. not his fault--this i understand.
i told dh to tell the boss we would pay someone to ride down.
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omg! I inspired Francois? I am honored.
still looking for someone anywhere from Roanoke to Knoxville who is willing to drive.....if two show on Saturday it will still work....husband is on his way here now-alone.
Ravyn
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My head wont stop hurting
by Sirona ini'm really suffering with incessant headaches.
why won't they stop?!.
it all started with this http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/forum/thread.aspx?id=33945&site=3.
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RN!!
JINX!!!!!!!!!!!
exact same time too!!!!!!!!!!!
great minds.........
Ravyn