I'll explain tomorrow why I can't escape. be prepaired for a long horrific story. my night nighty psych drugs are kicking in.5 psych durgs at bedtime and 4 psych drugs when I wake up. then another 3 at lunchtime.
KariOtt
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Oops I did it again. Another mistake
by KariOtt inso it seems i made another mistake.
i expressed negative feelings to my hubby.
i'm not allowed to express anything but positive emotions.
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Oops I did it again. Another mistake
by KariOtt inso it seems i made another mistake.
i expressed negative feelings to my hubby.
i'm not allowed to express anything but positive emotions.
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KariOtt
Yes I know I'm in an abusive relationship. Abuse is all I know. Don't think I'll ever escape.
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Oops I did it again. Another mistake
by KariOtt inso it seems i made another mistake.
i expressed negative feelings to my hubby.
i'm not allowed to express anything but positive emotions.
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KariOtt
No he is not physically abusive. Not yet.
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Oops I did it again. Another mistake
by KariOtt inso it seems i made another mistake.
i expressed negative feelings to my hubby.
i'm not allowed to express anything but positive emotions.
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KariOtt
I'm the one who left the bedroom. Since he wouldn't shut up about the whole mess.
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Oops I did it again. Another mistake
by KariOtt inso it seems i made another mistake.
i expressed negative feelings to my hubby.
i'm not allowed to express anything but positive emotions.
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KariOtt
I only posted facts on facebook. Hubby actually had the nerve to tell me that I was wrong about attending another church is a disfellowshipping ofense.
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Oops I did it again. Another mistake
by KariOtt inso it seems i made another mistake.
i expressed negative feelings to my hubby.
i'm not allowed to express anything but positive emotions.
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KariOtt
So it seems I made another mistake. I expressed negative feelings to my hubby. I'm not allowed to express anything but positive emotions. Since he knew elder and elders pioneer wife were comming over Wednesday for the bible study I requested 10 months ago. He knows I will never join the cult but allowed them to come over anyway while he was waiting over at sister in laws house laughing at what was about to transfire at my house. Then after I was baptized Wednesday for a nondemonational christian church I posted on facebook how I wished my hubby could be there to watch. A long time friend from back in elementry school asked why he couldn't share my important moment with me. I replyed that it was because he was a jw and that they were not allowed to attend any services at another church or risk being disfellowshiped. I said that they were hypricates because they expect everyone to attend their cult but can't attend another church. Then his sister gets on facebook slamming me for my post. I slept in the guest roomlast night and I no longer have a facebook account.
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HELP I have until next Wednesday
by KariOtt ini have an oppertuinity to try ttatt on an elders wife who is a pioneer who showed up today.
she is willing to meet me one on one to discuss how pedofiles are protected, the blood issue, the flip flpos, how they teach theocratical warfare and hate.
i agreed to only use watchtower and awake publications.
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KariOtt
losingit....I can't believe after all you have learned about TTATT that you wonder why I openly oppose my husbands involvement. Think about why you left. I don't have a problem with religion. I'm all for it. I do have a problem when a religion takes all control away from its members. A religion that uses threats and imitation to keep their members. I have a problem with a religion that thinks nothing of dividing families. I have a problem with a religion that keeps secrets from its members. I have a problem with a religion that tells its members what can and can't be done in the marital bed. I have a problem with a religion that thinks nothing of saving the lives of its members. I have a problem with a religion that protects sex offenders.I have a problem with a religion that expects to be put before family. Need I go on with more examples because I could write a book on whats wrong with the witnesses. Please let me know if you need more examples.
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HELP I have until next Wednesday
by KariOtt ini have an oppertuinity to try ttatt on an elders wife who is a pioneer who showed up today.
she is willing to meet me one on one to discuss how pedofiles are protected, the blood issue, the flip flpos, how they teach theocratical warfare and hate.
i agreed to only use watchtower and awake publications.
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KariOtt
Now I'm waiting for elders pioneer wife to convince my sister in law to shun me. Even though I am not nor will I ever become a witness. Since she conducts her bible study and elder hubby conducts my hubbys bible study I have complete faith that she will poision my sister in laws opion of me. Just courious as to how long that will take. Time will tell.
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HELP I have until next Wednesday
by KariOtt ini have an oppertuinity to try ttatt on an elders wife who is a pioneer who showed up today.
she is willing to meet me one on one to discuss how pedofiles are protected, the blood issue, the flip flpos, how they teach theocratical warfare and hate.
i agreed to only use watchtower and awake publications.
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KariOtt
Theres no doubt that I am an apstate. I'm pretty sure they already know that. They know I am in possession of CoC and many other apstate books. The cordinating elder and circuit overseer have personality seen them.(they couldn't get out of our house fast enough) Plus my hubby has let it be known to the elders that I am an apstate. As far as I'm concerned I'm already outed. I have no idea what elders pioneer wife thought she could acomplish. There is no way I would have let her have control of our meeting if she hadn't chickened out. For all I know her hubby forbid her to meet with me. I'll never know as they have perfected the art of lying.
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HELP I have until next Wednesday
by KariOtt ini have an oppertuinity to try ttatt on an elders wife who is a pioneer who showed up today.
she is willing to meet me one on one to discuss how pedofiles are protected, the blood issue, the flip flpos, how they teach theocratical warfare and hate.
i agreed to only use watchtower and awake publications.
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KariOtt
Its all moot now since she chickened out