Francois,
I admire your faith, I really do. I've tackled with the "God" question quite a bit lately. You see, I'm an unusual breed -- die-hard skeptic, but with an appreciation for the mystical and a desire for God. All this talk of just sitting there in prayerful meditation sound great. The thought of a loving Father with matchless qualities who will grant us immortal life is the zenith of what anyone could possibly ask for. I want that.
But -- but -- how can you be so sure? I know you seem to rely on mystical experience of God. Fine. But, there are a lot of people who claim to have intense mystical experiences, many of whom hold opinions of God quite out of line with you. For a "born-again" Christian, their mystical experience with God entailed excusing the deplorable Yahweh's actions in the OT and all the blood and balderdash in the Bible. But, their faith based on experience is as strong as yours. At least one of you has to be wrong, no?
So, the point I'm asking is, "how do you know?" I dread you will answer with a "you just know" response. Unless I have some amazing experience, I need more than that. Certainly, there has to be some logical coherence to your faith for it to be worthy of...of...faith!
In my estimation (which is not just due to my personal reflection) any possible Deity that exists has not given proof of His/Her existence. None. Any "evidence" that a believer uses to "prove" God can also be explained without God (ie, the Anthropic principle). Sure, there is, I believe, possible circumstantial evidence for a creator, but that is just that -- circumstantial, not definitive. And, to make matters worse, even if you were to "prove" the existence of a Deity who created the universe, that says nothing of the attributes of the Deity. Just look at the universe and for every beutiful and pleasant thing I can cite two or three unpleasant aspects of existence. For ever flower there is a virus. For every sunset there is an earthquake. Why? If the God you talk about is so loving why does He allow these things (I will make the assumption He does not cause them)?
So, I guess I'm asking for your opinion on logical proofs for God and theodicy. Perhaps there is no answer. Perhaps one must undergo a mystical experience such as yours to be comfortable with faith. But, then I would question if my own mind did not create such a cushion. Bah! What a conumdrum!
Bradley