Hi and welcome :)
regarding your comment about flaws. My thoughts:
first, the Israelites didn't listen to jehovah and what happened in the end? Jehovah disowned them.
second, using jw logic, all religions other than the organization belong to satan, so does every government, thus of course they would be flawed, however, we are talking about a religion who is supposed to have gods backing 100%. Do you think we would be seeing things such as failed end of the world predictions, child sex abuse issues, new light over important issues with explanations that are very difficult to grasp, etc from an organization that had jehovahs blessing and and his holy spirits backing?
Did the apostles in the first century have new light and did they make false predictions?
lastly, you say there aren't any options out there. I ask, do you need options? Do you need religion to worship jehovah?
i wish you the best and apologize if I've repeated anything anyone has said,
Garrett