I am a wife that thought JW had the "Truth". Hubby knew roughly ten years before I finally got it.
He never gave up on me. In 2002 I finally started to "see" for myself.
I believe that even the most hard-core JW has some inner doubts. I know I did, but I shoved them aside. I would always blame myself for not understanding better.
Reading Ray Franz's books really helped me out.
Wanna