I wouldn't say that my life is completely ruined. I wont allow watchtower to run the remaining years of my life. But, I have many regrets. Watchtower almost left me childless and uneducated. I look back at the my life and feel that I wasted the best part of my years banging on doors. (20 years of regular pioneering). Like many here, I can't get those years back. I am very angry that a man made organization led me like a puppet for most of my life. don't put your monkey rench in peoples feelings and experiences.
Bonafide, I follow your threads carefully, although I don't always post. Thanks for all your imput here.
And REENIA, please dont put your monkey rench in people's feelings and experiences. YOu really get on my nerves