When did you first realise the society wouldn't allow women to be an MS or an elder?
I remember being seven or eight and playing dolls with an Elder's daughter in her bedroom. My doll was meeting up with her doll at the convention after not seeing each other for a long time.
Her (as doll): How is your mummy?
Me (as doll): My mummy is an elder now!
Her: Girls can't be elders!
Me: Y'What?!!!
I didn't believe it and thought it was outrageous when I found out it was true - my mum had always told me I could be anything I wanted, even "boys's jobs".
I hoped that they would change it as there were so many loving and helpful women in our first congregation... though not being elders didn't change that of course!