You have my deepest sympathies. Just when you get settled here in NC you receive bad news. That is so sad. I will keep you guys in my thoughts. ((((((((((((((((((((megsmomma))))))))))))))))))))
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Husbands cousin found dead in Sherman TX
by megsmomma inshe was only 24, and found dead yesterday.
there has been bad flooding there(people missing and others found dead).....so that may have been a factor, but they are doing an autopsy on her....does that mean there might have been foul play?
she had a troubled life, so we wouldn't rule out someone hurting her.
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Are You Afraid Of Death?
by serotonin_wraith ini'm not afraid at all.
i'd like to experience a full life, and do the things i want to do before i die, but death itself just doesn't frighten me.. i was unconscious for several hours last night as i slept, and experiencing nothing feels absoluely fine.
before i was born, i went through the same thing- nothing (for several billion years or more infact).
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unique1
Yep. I have panic attacks when I think of it. Ever since I lost my JW faith, I haven't known what to believe about it. I don't look forwared to any paradise or heaven. I look for ward to nothing. It is just depressing.
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Please Welcome Emptywords to JWD!!!
by horrible life inhttp://www.jehovahs-witness.com/9/136430/2.ashx.
welcome emptywords!!
i love your name.
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unique1
Welcome emptywords and don't feel like a hypocrite. There is nothing wrong with discussing your feelings with those who can understand.
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If they have a 'Good Heart' Jehovah will assure they get the 'Troof'
by AK - Jeff ini can't recall how many times i heard this tripe as a jw, especially following a sincere question regarding how people in china or india would have the same chance to hear it as those in the us.. i often wondered how god would account things at armageddon - would it go something like this?;.
" now as for you, mitmah and family.
you have lived your entire lives in the depths of the burmese jungles.
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It feels good not to be under that kind of control anymore
by troubled mind indid you feel guilty when you missed meetings for no good reason ?
did you feel you had to hide from other witnesses seing you ?
how did it make you feel if someone did see you , the next time you saw them did you make-up some excuse ?.
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unique1
yeah, I can't believe the number of excuses I gave my parents and the fear of being caught I had. No wonder I developed anxiety disorder. It does feel good to not have to worry about that kind of thing anymore.
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How good are you at hating?
by michael downing ini posted this on another board on this site i didn't like the title and couldn't change it.
i don't think anybody wanted to read it because they thought it was actualy about baseball based on the title.
you'd be hard pressed to find a day between 1976 and 1987 that didn't contain one of my showstopping hyperactive bugouts.
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unique1
That was a great read. You have some writing talent there.
I used to hate everything. I am getting better at letting go of the hate the farther from the "truth" I get. Sorry you had to attend that talk.
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Elders ARE idiots!!
by Gill inthis has always been my opinion, even as a 'loyal' jw!
i thought that elders were idiots.
i have only ever known one who has ever had any real education, a solicitor and he was an arrogant twonk, the rest were a pathetic bunch of bullies who 'appeared' to be loving and kind but were infact out to find out the shit about everyone and cause as much trouble for everyone as possible.
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unique1
I know several well meaning sweet elders. My dad was one as were most of the Older elders. unfortunately none of them were ever chosen for P.O. Only the assholes were. It was always sad to see the good elders try to do something right or nice for others and get shot down by all the pricks that were similar to your description above. I don't know how the good, kind elders dont' lose heart.
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My Story
by jwfacts ini received an email from a lawyer who has been studying with witnesses for some time.
he wanted to know my story, if i am disfellowshipped and if i have an axe to grind, in order to know if the information at jwfacts.com can be trusted.
i was raised a jw, my aunty and uncle, many cousins and grandparents are jws.
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unique1
Excellent writing. I am impressed.
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Just finished seeing Michael Moore's SiCKO
by Jourles ini just got home from bellaire, mi where the first us premiere screeing of sicko took place.
mm has shown the film to a few private groups, but he specifically said that we were the first "paying group" to see it.
there were two showings - i got to see the first showing at 1:00.. first let me say that this film is not political in any way.
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unique1
In Germany, the insurance even pays for a stay at a spa once a year for everyone.
Awesome, I am moving to GERMANY!!
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Why There Will Always Be JWs
by minimus ini think it's pretty simple.
jws will never completely die out.
because there are always going to be people who stay in a rut, don't like to adjust, are lazy.
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unique1
I wholeheartedly agree.