'I well know that apostates couldn't care less about that sort of thing. You have no interest in actually finding God or knowing the truth about such matters.'
For me, You Know, more or less, you're right. I don't care about doing anyone's will right now. I care only for the well-being of my family, (I know what you'll say here-the way best to serve it is to turn from my apostate ways), and I want to make sure my mother, who is a kind woman who was ignored in the "christian congregation" will be taken care of as she gets older. I hope to free my sister from guilt and hate that she has been subjected to, no, not ecause I have left the org (which is not known), but because my wife and I chose to save her brother, who would've killed himself because of her devout JW parent's violent motivations, (for going to meetings, service, etc.). We're marked because we saved someone's life. So I've been told.
You Know, you may have been a good husband and father. I really don't know that. Love may even motivate you to be here, trying to 'save' who you can, or at least 'fight for God's name.'
You're correct in saying I don't care about that. I care about my family, period. Men, for too long, have ruled them to their misery. Men who were supposed to have been their instructors, and mentors, those 'mature men' in the congregation.
Now, answer me clearly, and without getting smart with me. I'm not asking you to be buddies with me, just answer this to me sincerely. Do you believe in the Witnesses, and their movement? Or, do you take the good things they preach, along with what you've discovered from the bible?
The JW's poor track record with families should at least convince you of their inability to funtion in this system of things, an imperfect world. How will they fare in the next?