it was around 20 years ago that my friend and i were working in his garage.
at the same time his newly jw wife was having a meeting inside thier home.
for some reason she came out and started to complain that we were being to loud or something he became very upset with her and he told her to leave him alone and go back inside and go f$%^king jehovenate or what ever it is you people do.. sooo "jehovenate" definition: jehova witnesses in the act of performing there faith:
It was around 20 years ago that my friend and I were working in his garage. At the same time his newly jw wife was having a meeting inside thier home. For some reason she came out and started to complain that we were being to loud or something he became very upset with her and he told her to leave him alone and go back inside and go F$%^king jehovenate or what ever it is you people do.
Sooo "JEHOVENATE" definition: jehova witnesses in the act of performing there faith:
i've thought about buying a big dog and naming him satan.
so when jw's come to my door i can watch them run down the street when i yell.
sick em, satan!!.
the witnesses came a knockin at our door and megan answered. when they introduced themselves megan simply stated she was disfellowshipped. they had a funny look on there faces and said "oh' and left.
i am wondering if thier have been any recent studies done regarding a higher incident of scuicide and mental illness in the jw community
Hamas I am dealing with this myself when you wake up in the morning thinking about the pain you go to sleep at night with the pain and all there is in between is pain it is very easy to just more than think about it you actually start to reason in your mind how and when then it really gets scary when you find your self unconsiously preparing things around you like making a will. having innocent conversations with relatives about what would happen if you were to be killed what would happen to the kids cleaning up the house putting things in boxes leaving notes etc.etc. Yesterday I was in that place and feeling very sad and I sat on my couch and looked to the sky. I asked "god please help me"
It was 10 seconds later my older son cameup from playing his games and simply laid his head in my lap with out saying a word. thank you god
i am wondering if thier have been any recent studies done regarding a higher incident of scuicide and mental illness in the jw community
I was told that in addition to my fiancee Megan that there have been 3 here in the fairfield county ohio area this month
If anyone reads this could they please let me know of any that they know of and what area did this take place.
Thanks
i am wondering if thier have been any recent studies done regarding a higher incident of scuicide and mental illness in the jw community
I am wondering if thier have been any recent studies done regarding a higher incident of scuicide and mental illness in the JW community
my fiancee died on feb24 she was suffering from years of abuse by her alchoholic jw parents.
she first tried to commit scuicide when she was 12 then 2 more times at 16. when she was 15 she snuck out to go to a party when she was raped she was too afraid to tell her parents.
the very next day her jw brother in law molested her.
This morning when I woke up I read some of the more than suspicios comments and was very hurt by them. Thats the whole thing about this mess. On the surface it seems like how could this happen? That is why I chose this forum I thought who more than ex or present jw's could even concieve this as a possibility. (this is my nightmare)
Megans dad is very determined to keep my babies I am some what afraid to elaborate further on the subject because the facts seem to only present the case as even more unelievable. Megans oldest sister lori married at seventeen to a man in his mid thirties he was a member of the so called congregation. His name is trent he not only married lori but had an affair with lori and megans sister kendra starting at 15. The day after megans rape he molested her and shortly thereafter megan attempted suicide that left her in a coma four 5 days I think. When she woke up she saw trent in the room and started screaming for them to remove him from the room. A little later megan confided to kendra about the molestation. It was then for whatever reason kendra decided to write a long letter to her sister about the affair she had with trent. needless to say that marriage was over. What blows my mind is megans parents talk to trent on a regular basis and have even gone to a jimmy buffet concert with him. megan told me that he had been forgiven and that is why they continue to have a relationship with him.
Ken has hired private inestigators to dig up anything in my past that can cause the judge to look in thier favor. I dont know a single person who is in a position that given an opportunity for someone to go around opening the closets of ones life that skeletons will not fall out. that is my case. I am 42 and I have not been a angel but I can also say before god I have never done anything to cause someone harm. He has a memeberof his congregation who is wealthy and dying of cancer who has given him a subsantial amount of money to help him fight his battle. As he put it it is for a worthy cause. JW I dontknow the legqalities about this but before Megans death her parents and I were at least o what I thought was good terms. I even let him use a screen name on my aol account. after her death and the taking of my babies I did not see the benifit of providing this mane free internet access and e-mail privliges. It was after having the password reset when I found out about this wealthy member and his contribution of 25,000.00 dollars. In addition it was also then that I found out thier motiation because I recieved a letter the ken hiself had written to trent voicing his displeasure of megans sister lori attending the babtism stating that she is now on thier**** list.I guess there must be some kind of rule regarding jw's not being alowed to attend other churches?
Megans mother also stated to lori that if she did not recant her affidavit regarding physical and mental abuse that she would never be allowed to see the babies.
my fiancee died on feb24 she was suffering from years of abuse by her alchoholic jw parents.
she first tried to commit scuicide when she was 12 then 2 more times at 16. when she was 15 she snuck out to go to a party when she was raped she was too afraid to tell her parents.
the very next day her jw brother in law molested her.
I wonder if any of you have been in a position to be so in love with someone with a traumatic past all I ever wanted to do was protect megan and shelter her from all of the abuse she had gone through in her short life but we as people counsleors medication you name it some times it is not enough.
Then one day you come home from work to find a note on the table saying how glad she was to get a second chance at life and how happy she was to have our twins but the pain of her life was too great (P.S. I AM HANGING IN THE BASEMENT ) SO I RAN DOWN AND FOUND HER I DID EVERY THING I COULD TO LIFT HER UP AND REMOVE THE DAMN THING THAT WAS AROUND HER NECK BUT IT WOULD NOT COME OFF. SO I HAD TO LET GO RUN UPSTAIRS GET A KNIFE AND CUT HER DOWN. THE JW RELIGION SUCKS iHATE WHAT IT HAS DONE TO MEGAN MYSELF AND NOW MY BABIES.
my fiancee died on feb24 she was suffering from years of abuse by her alchoholic jw parents.
she first tried to commit scuicide when she was 12 then 2 more times at 16. when she was 15 she snuck out to go to a party when she was raped she was too afraid to tell her parents.
the very next day her jw brother in law molested her.
I have noticed a couple of dissentions in these postings such as this could not possibly happen
The fact is it has happened the case law that the judge used to act on the emergency custody order was the fact that my name was not on the birth cirtificate and megan and I were not married so there for he had to give them to the nearest realitives which were megans parents jw it is now that I am trying to undo the injustice. I now have the dna results proving I am the father it is a matter of overcoming all of their lies
which will be done in court untill then I am being held from my children I have already missed chris's first steps
my fiancee died on feb24 she was suffering from years of abuse by her alchoholic jw parents.
she first tried to commit scuicide when she was 12 then 2 more times at 16. when she was 15 she snuck out to go to a party when she was raped she was too afraid to tell her parents.
the very next day her jw brother in law molested her.
I meant we had twins The twins were with megans aunt peggy. I would let megans dad have visitation on fri to sat. he came by peggys house early that morning saying he wanted to take the babies shopping for baby clothes. We didnt think anything about it sisnce I usually let them see them on that day anyways. I had no Idea this was happening until 9:00pm that night when I was served with papers. Megans divorce was not final until after we had concieved the twins so by ohio law my name was not on the birth cirtificate. now that the dna has shown me to be the father that wont be a problem. When The went to court they stated that they worried for the babies welfare while in my care and my home was unsuitable for raising children and that I was unemployed. the fact is two days after megans death I contacted social services to enquire as to what to do regarding having my name on the BC I also explained to the the situation of megans death it so happens childrens services payed me a visit a week prior to my childrens abduction and my haome was dtermined to be quite adequate. also I am not unemployed I am on medical leave due to the greif of megans death and he knew it. I have care for these babies since thier first breath and megan and I had done very well. It is only because we had them babtised that initiated this whole nightmare. If there truley is a god up there and I believe there is I am sure he will know what to do with these people when they come to see him if they make it that far. I do have legal counsel but we are trying to determine the best way to empart to the judge the impact that letting these people raise my children. I am fortunate though that his own mother brother sister and two of his children are testifying on my behalf.
my fiancee died on feb24 she was suffering from years of abuse by her alchoholic jw parents.
she first tried to commit scuicide when she was 12 then 2 more times at 16. when she was 15 she snuck out to go to a party when she was raped she was too afraid to tell her parents.
the very next day her jw brother in law molested her.
My fiancee died on feb24 she was suffering from years of abuse by her alchoholic jw parents. she first tried to commit scuicide when she was 12 then 2 more times at 16. when she was 15 she snuck out to go to a party when she was raped she was too afraid to tell her parents. the very next day her jw brother in law molested her. again she was too afraid to say anything. It was after she was caught smoking by her parents that she was hauled in front of the elders. after going through what can only be described as an interogation she got mad and told them that she had had sex and smoked pot well it was the end of her jw days she was df'd which caused her to lose all her freinds and her family was instructed not to commun icate with her. her father was up for being an elder so that made things worse. she could not deal with the situation so she ran away 17 times in one year. after we met wed had twins and every thing was fine after having the twins she got the baby blues and ended her life. It was only a month later her parents stole the babies from me. I am currently in litigation trying to get them back. Her parents waited till I was out of town on buisness to take them they are contesting that the children are not even mine. now after having gone throught hte expense of DNA testing we can proceed. But I have to wait another three weeks to get to court. It is the absolute worst thing having lost megan but to have my babies taken too is too much to bear. I think what triggered the whole thing was when I had our babies babtised. I think in their sick missguided little minds that they feel unless the babies are raised jw the are doomed for destruction. HELP!!!
