What a horrible way for your ex family to treat you. Remember, if you ever feel like you have done the wrong thing,"They have no natural affection". They are not Jesus disciples. They are horrible, and treated you horribly. They couldn't even say hello. The most cruel story that I have heard in a long time.
You say that you have no-one. I am sure that some people in the UK will be responding - try making a new post, asking anyone. You'll probably get more results that way.
I have a link to a message board - www.unknownnetwork.com They are based in the UK, and are extremely friendly bunch. They have get-togethers every now and then, but I warn you, and anyone who wants to go there that it is absolutley non-religious.
I post on that board lots under the name bri, so if you do decide to go over there, I'll be happy to chat with you on the message board.
Again, my heart goes out to you, and the horrible abuse that you have and are still suffering at the hands of those people who have no natural affection for one-another.
Brian.