Sigh...Rebel....I'm so sorry the JC wasn't what you expected. I was in the chat when you announced it and know you still have family. This must make life difficult for you all. It's always easier to remember the bad, but try not to and keep in mind how STRONG you really are. You faced them and will never ever have to do that again. This is a man's religion, full of holes. It's time to heal. Wondering.....why are they so afraid of you? Whatever the reason, don't let that go because they are afraid. Prayers are with you