GodBeliever,
I don't want to take this thread off its subject, so, I'm going to try to find time to PM you in the next week or so (leaving in a few minutes to drive out of state for work-related issue and will be really busy next three or four days).
In particular, I'm curious about this:
Not everything is what it appears to be. (See Plato's allegory of the cave).
I want to know you what you mean by that. I think about things not being what they appear to be a lot, but, I don't know if I'm thinking of the same thing you are.
Also, I agree with this:
It is very debatable to say that we are the only form of intelligent life in this universe.
And I constantly think about this:
everything is too complex to be random.
It does seem that way to me, but, then, I always think about the notion that if there is a creator, then isn't he too complex to just be here without some kind of origination or higher originator?
I don't know and I want to know. I don't have that many years left to try to find answers, and, also, because of the financial situation my having been a JW for decades put me in, I don't have much free time to read and research.
Anyway, I will PM you. As I said, I don't want to disobey forum rules and derail this thread. If you want to comment on any of the above, feel free to PM me.