@ BlackWolf
When I was living with my parents (until I was 19) - I always thought, that they force me to go meetings/field service/ assemblies and to be a JW.
Now my mother says to me, that she never ever forced me to do anything,
Also she says, that all the JW-activities are my own desire, also my wish to be baptised with 15 years.
Every time, when I replay, that she forced me to do so - she denies.
In my country, children arrived the age of 14 years - have the freedom to choose there religion. With 14 you are not forced to go in school to religious instruction.
Why I am writing these experiences of my life?
Maybe you just have to say NO to your parents.
Maybe you just have to say NO - I don't want to go this weekend to the assembly.
I don't know your age - but maybe your parents are grateful - that you are honest with them.
Just my 2 cents :-)