Now a new wife and daughter, let's say I'll have another 35 years to live, but why keep on living?
Because you have family, and love! If nothing else, make a list of those who would miss you when you were gone. This was enormously helpful to me, in my darkest hours. Yes, people will say "learn to love yourself and life" and that is true - one of my therapists suggested the list, though, to make me remember that I *do* count ...as do YOU! x o
punkofnice, I so understand. Keep playing music - got my guitar out last week, after a year. xo