I will say I believe Jesus was the messiah, that he willingly took this role, and that he died and was raised to heaven.
I also believe that something bad will likely happen to those who have assumed the role of a messenger or Christ, as per Jesus stating it would.
And that all religions following a man today are false.
In the end, what I believe, is that people like you and I and others here who have renounced our religions because of their clear hypocrisies and lies will be saved, as well as all those who are in the religions honestly trying to find truth, as well as all those whomever else the judge finds is a good and righteous person, regardless of any errors they may have made.
So, you say you have renounced religion but believe in Jesus as the Messiah, punishment from heaven, Jesus being raised up, etc. In what sense are you not Christian and operating with confirmation bias? You are starting from the position of "I believe this, let me find things to prove it" rather than the position of "Is there any evidence that would make me believe this?"