I am so p*ssed off
My mother just called and has taken over all the arrangements. Granted it's her daughter that just died but she hated my sister and took out all her rage on her. Not that the rest of us got anything good. She hated us all equally.
No funeral service. Can't put everyone out now can we? Why make the effort to go and pay our respects when none of us could get along with her when she was alive? What she really doesn't want is some kind of mixing with the unclean apostate.
I had to bite my tongue.
Robin will be cremated (OK by me) and then it seems she is going up north with my mother. Well it's about f**g time she takes her daughter home.
No service - nothing. Forget we might have some feelings and a need to mourn and say our goodbyes. Well seems we can do that anywhere - right?
What am I talking about - she doesn't have any feelings. And because she has no feelings she thinks the rest of us have none either. It's just one more burden - what was it she said? I forgot but it will come back to me later but it was "me me me"
I will talk with my brothers and see if we can arrange a time for us to get together and just talk. That will be easier without her sitting there judging everything we say or even worse trying to tell us about the resurrection.