I think you are very introspective, perhaps too much at times.
Heh heh, you wouldn't believe how many times I've gotten that!
I think that you have not met any of the others in Texas yet because even though you are intrigued, you enjoy your anonmitity (sp?) on the board and are unsure of reactions on both sides.. Be brave and go party already!
Quite close. I don't remain so anonymous out of choice though. Since my separation and subsequent divorce, I've been living with my parents, both active JW to one extent or another. I don't want to risk causing them any trouble by someone in their cong. finding out I'm here.
The reasons I've not ended up going... Well, when Andi (billygoat) had hers just recently, I was starting to get a bit sick. And then earlier that day, I started to have what I can only describe as an anxiety attack. I had never had one before. As soon as I called Andi to tell her I wouldn't be able to make it, the anxiety dropped away. That got me really thinking.
I intended on going to the one last weekend, but my sister wanted me to go out with her the Friday before since she never gets out of the house and we hadn't hung out in a while, and I simply was too hungover the next day.
But yeah, there are still issues I need to deal with.
Thanks Dams. Anytime I see that you've commented on a thread, I always look to see what you have to say. You seem very sweet.