I was thinking the other day, why so many xJW's become atheist or agnostic.
Is it because the WT admonishes us to "Draw Close to Jehovah" so much, that when a witness finally does see the "light" regarding the Watchtower, they feel that God has failed them?
Think of the publication, "Draw Close to Jehovah" - the book is practically a step by step guide to being God's friend.
Because Witnesses believe that Jehovah and the Watchtower are entwined, almost like a duality, then the closeness they feel with Jehovah God must be a catalyst for deep discord in the event that the truth is discovered about Watchtower teachings and dogma.
A recent KM told us in no uncertain terms, to view the message coming from speakers at the district convention, as "coming from Jehovah himself."
When one no longer believes that Jehovah uses the GB as his "direct channel of communication on earth", this must do serious damage to ones relationship with their Creator.