OrphanCrow are you angry?
Thank you, Mash. that is very kind, considerate and respectful for you to ask.
No, I am not angry. And yes, I was getting a little annoyed.
I get annoyed at some things - mosquitoes, not having sugar for my coffee this morning, taking over two hours to sign in today and having to uninstall my browser 3 times, and then re-install a different browser. Those things all annoy me. I also get annoyed at having to do dishes every day.
It is frustrating. But those things, along with people who aren't considerate, don't make me angry. If I was angry, everyone would certainly know. I have no problem at all expressing anger when it is appropriate. (Yes, Abigail, it is appropriate to be angry at times.)
But, after I exercised my right to indifference, and went to bed calmly and happily last night, I thought about our Abigail's reaction to my posts and realized that it was a prime example as to why so many people will never 'wake up'. There are many people who are only comfortable being victims, and they will go out of their way to make everyone around them into a victim, too, so that they have company in their chosen role.
So, Abigail, I don't love you. I don't know you and I am careful with who I give my affections to. I only offer my love to people I know and care about.
And, I don't hate you, either. Hate is exactly the same emotion as love - it means that the person hating cares. Caring is a characteristic of both emotions.
Abigail your offer of forgiveness is meaningless - I have done nothing to be forgiven for. However, if it makes you feel better to be so self-sacrificing, then go at it.
Again...Mash, thank you for asking. I hope all is well with you and yours. Have a happy day!