I need guidance!

danionNoss

Hi, sorry I am very new at writeing in forums.

I am trying to decide which route to go down. I have been liveing in denial for very long. I just recently have realized I might be gay. I have always had excuses as to why I have not had sex with a woman. Just recently in an attempt to prove that I can do it I almost hired a a very attractive prostitute. I found I could not even do that. It was only thru another group that I visit that loved ones have shed light on the fact that I may secretly want a man. What started me down this path I beleve is a person I look to as a mentor, he is my hero and in fact I am pretty sure he is also gay. He lives across the US and I sometimes really want to shift some funds and make some plans and head east to him.

The reason I am writeing this here is that I know how most religions feel about gays. I know nothing of the Jehovah faith. The people that do know this of me make me feel as if I am infested with Fleas. I just feel dirty. Is there something in your religion that can make me feel clean again.

Please help, the fleas are destroying my mind.

DanionNoss!

blondie

Welcome, danionNoss.

We are mostly ex-JWs here. JWs teach that homosexuality is not compatible with being a Christian.

We do have several gay ex-JW posters on this DB that probably can give you more practical advice.

Most of us have the experience of being a JW and realizing it is no longer how we feel and want to live our life. Doing so has cost many of us the good will and love of our family members.

I know you will get some good responses.

Blondie

danionNoss

So have I gone to the wrong place to look for help? I am just tryeing to learn all I can about this faith. I know enough about the others and know how they will react. It was a few friends of mine that said I should look into Jehovahs witness for help. Maybe I should ask them to come here and help me explain my problems.

May I ask why so many of you have given up your faith? Are there other people that have gone thru what I am goeing thru here?

If JW is not the answer, then maybe someone can give me suggestions of what may help.

SixofNine

"Are there other people that have gone thru what I am goeing thru here?"

I've seen people posting here with kidney stones, schizophrenia, worms, etc... but I think you are the first case of mind fleas I've encountered on the forum. Welcome! Have your tried a collar and/or the special baths they make for fleas?

danionNoss

I meant it figuretevly speaking. I just feel dirty. You know like your layeing in the sand and fleas are biteing at you?

Maybe I have come to the wrong place. I am just looking for some words of wisdom.

JWs_dont_Hurt

I hope when you lay in the sand fleas don't bit you. It very hard to get rid of fleas.

James Free

Welcome to the Forum

You cannot be Gay and a Jehovah's Witness, it's not allowed.

I am not sure what you are looking for. You are obviously going through a difficult emotional experience as you try to work out your inner feelings. Is that why you are looking for religion? To help you define yourself? If it is, be careful. Many religions, including JW's, seek to force whatever opinions they have on you.

sloppykisses

i would advise that you sell everything you own, collect all of the wineskins that your sould will allow, and head down to san fran and explore the majesty that is gay love...if that doesnt work out, you could always register for some classes at university of phonix online....just as long as your happy with yourself, that is all that matters...remember. pussy isnt for everyone...

danionNoss

So JW's are against gays? Now I am not for sure that I am gay, its just that so many things point to it. But you are saying that being gay is against the JW religion? How is that?

What makes it wrong. Now I feel even dirtier. I feel as if the fleas will rise out of the sand and infest my entire body. Your religion forbids it, but what are your feelings on being gay? Are you ok with it, or are you a gay basher? I am so confused now.

The poster before, JW dont hurt, what is it that your post means. I am trieing to figure out if it is a religious quote or if your making fun of my situation.

danionNoss

i would advise that you sell everything you own, collect all of the wineskins that your sould will allow, and head down to san fran and explore the majesty that is gay love...if that doesnt work out, you could always register for some classes at university of phonix online....just as long as your happy with yourself, that is all that matters...remember. pussy isnt for everyone...

What exactly is a wineskins? How do I collect them? Is Phonix a gay school? You all are making me very confused now.

I need guidance!

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