Alright.
I've been here for over a year. And I guess after opening my big stupid mouth on jw's thread regarding child abuse it's time for me to share a bit more about me...
When I was in my preteens I ran away from home in the middle of the night. Can't remember why exactly, just did.
It was late autumn, freezing cold, thought I'd walk to a friends house several miles away. Well, a guy drove by in a newer model station wagon and asked if I needed a ride. Freezing cold and scared to go further, I accepted the ride.
From there...stuff happened. Don't like talking details but stuff y'know?
This is the way I feel about child abuse/rape: Sometimes, more often then not, dna and what not is just not there. In my case, I went home and that was that. I never told my mom. I told a few people what happened, but only as much as I'm telling you.
This is soooooooooooo difficult to talk about.
For years the stupid religion made me believe I was guilty of fornication. I didn't want it, I didn't ask for it and I was scared s***less.
For someone to come around here and question MY friends (yes you are my friends) to get down on MY friends for getting the message out there, well....
it brings up some emotions.
And this is why the child abuse thang is so dear to my heart guys. It is rape, it is forcing a chid to do disgusting things to a perv. People like that don't deserve to live.
There it is. This has been tough. But maybe, if you see me get irate with a 'troll' who seeks to bring us down, well... this is why.
BSoM
thnx