Dearest LT... may you have peace!
Yes, I did post there briefly a few weeks ago. But I was directed to 'leave' there, so I did.
At risk of chagrining you, may I point out to you that the Bible is NOT our Father's Word, and what the BIBLE says IS that Word? Thank you.
John 1:14
Revelation 19:13
John 1:1
I am pointing this out to you because it is a VERY important 'fact', one that can lead TO Life (John 14:6) for you. Also, I have been 'directe' to point it out.
As regards my speaking here... and my "verbose nature, and talking of visions"... may I ask you WHAT servant of the TRUE God ever sought... or HAD... 'credibility' among the people they were 'sent' to? Honey, this is not the WTBTS... I am not seeking the approval... or 'glory'... of men. I am simply hearing... and obeying. In truth, would you TRULY have me do anything else?
Please know that if I WAS completely... heck, even MORE... 'accepted' here, I would be concerned. Why? Because many of the things my Lord has said, to ME... and as recorded... would not be true. I can start with Matthew 5:10, 11, 13-16 and Matthew 10:24-42.
You see, it's that WTBTS that taught us to seek 'popularity' among men: "We are well-spoken of; people LOVE Jehovah's Witnesses," yada, yada, yada. (That is not entirely true, but...) But we were NOT told that such would be the case for us. We were TOLD... that we would be hated, expelled, scourged, ridiculed, persucted and even killed... for my Lord's sake. And it IS for his sake that I speak. Indeed, all I need do is deny what I hear... and refuse/refrain from speaking... and I would be 'loved'. Have you not seen what folks have said: "If you would JUST stop saying the God [through Christ] told you such and such and just speak from YOURSELF..."
Now, honestly, LT... how can I do that? How can I take credit for what is NOT mine? I DON'T KNOW THIS STUFF. I DON'T GIVE MYSELF THIS STUFF. I DON'T SHOW MYSELF THIS STUFF. And if it occurred for ANY of you here, as it occurs for ME... you would do the same.
What I guess I 'marvel' over is just how many so-called 'christians' here will believe a FALSE prophet when it says we are living in the time of the 'end', but completely disregard what my Father said would OCCUR just before that 'end'. (Joel 2:28, 29; Acts 2:17-19) I mean, what in the WORLD did some of you think he meant? That a group of folks would go 'door-to-door' spouting false propoganda and lying rhetoric that would lead people to THEM... rather than to the ONLY One who can grant to mankind salvation... and life?
Here this, please, LT, and get the SENSE of it:
What is the TRUTH that sets us free? No, it is NOT as the WTBTS claims, the 'information containd in God's Holy Word, the Bible. It IS God's Holy Word, His Son, my Lord and Master, JAHESHUA MISCHAJAH. That is why my Lord SAID: "You will KNOW the Truth, and the TRUTH... will set you free. Therefore, if the SON (the Truth) sets you free... you are TRULY free."
I have been set free, LT. And in exchange for that 'good news' in MY life, I am indebted to the One who SET me free... to 'go'... as HE directs me... and invite any others who 'wish' it... to also be set free. Whether they HEAR... or they REFRAIN.
IF the holy spirit is working with you, you will at some point begin to 'hear', too. In fact, you do to some extent now. You just don't know what... or rather WHO... it is that that 'speaking' to you. You, like SO many others, credit it to EVERYTHING BUT... my Lord. But I urge you, LT, as I have urged others here, please... read Proverbs 8:4-11, Hebrew 12:25, and John 10:1-6, 27. Read them, HEAR what the 'spirit' says... and get the SENSE of it.
And do not leave off from the One inviting YOU to:
"Come! Take 'life's water'... free!"
Do NOT be afraid... for what can 'earthling' man do to you? Just as my Lord was recorded to have said: "Do NOT fear him that can kill the body, but be in fear of Him that can kill the body... AND THE SPIRIT... in Gehenna."
Matthew 10:28
So, with regard to your 'quandry over exposing [yourself]', keep in mind the words of our Lord that "he that is ashamed of ME... in front of men... I will be ashamed of HIM... in front of my Father." That organization trained and PREPARED you for the very persecution it itself is going to bring upon you. THEY are the 'world' that is going to 'hate' you, along with some that have left... and found their way here and others places. I promise you. And they are going to 'hate' you, simply because of your faith, your obedience... and your light. Because men... LOVE THE DARKNESS, RATHER THAN THE LIGHT... because it is THEIR 'works'... that are 'wicked'.
You will see, LT, if you have the courage to do what YOU know is 'righteous' to do. But know that you are NOT alone, that there are others like you, including me... and we are here. We are ONE Body, with ONE hope, ONE faith... and ONE Lord.
May the undeserved kindness and mercy of my God and Father, JAH OF ARMIES, and the peace of His Christ, my Lord, JAHESHUA MISCHAJAH, prove to be upon you... you and your entire household... if you so 'wish' it... to time indefinite.
I am your servant, sister in and fellow slave of Christ,
SJ