Hi all,
I love so many of you so very much. What wonderful people there are here and how I have rejoiced in our spirits joining.
I have, as I said, given up. I am disconnecting from this board and from a number of other things in my life.
I am staying connected to Mitch. I love him more now than I ever have.
I had hoped that my quirky comments and silliness and attempts at having a calm spirit would help move this board in another direction.
Alas, twas not to be. For those of you who want to stay in touch, just hop over to my web page any time. I will enjoy hearing from you. If any of you want to get in touch with me offline, thats cool too. I live in Atlanta, Georgia.
I have to say honestly to you that if you really care about me and the things I stand for and wish for this world and for all of you, you will leave this board forever. You will spend the time you spent here smelling the flowers, watching the sunsets, playing with your kids, reading a book, anything but coming here.
There is an evil power controlling this board. If I believed in demons I would say it was a demonic power.
I believe that the great majority of people here are very good people who are searching for new life and new beginnings. Thats great, go out and do it. I also believe that this board is affecting you more than you realize. I've seen people's tones change for the worse here. I don't like it and I won't participate in it.
You all know me well enough to know which threads here are disgusting me to the point of nausea. Pure evil is behind these posts. Responding to them helps the evil grow.
I have begged for them to be stopped so that we could have a peaceful loving upbuilding board of brothers and sisters who could uniquely understand what we are experiencing as former Jehovah's Witnesses.
Alas, its not to be.
If you would like to read a poem I have written to sum up my feelings about the recent tragic events, please visit www.joelbear.com and click on Disconnected Soul.
I leave you with loving thoughts.
hugs
Joel