Agent Smith said: |
so many years with a "purpose" has programmed my brain to need a one. i am purposeless and that bothers me perhaps because of the still newness of the feeling. most days i feel like i am floating, still waiting for some thing. i think lately i do things that are out of previous characters of mine in an attempt to expose me to the offerings of my life. it seems like filler though. is purpose necessary? or is floating okay in and of itself?