Glad to hear you are "okay". I hope at some point you will be able to say GREAT. But until that day comes, you know that you are surrounded by people who understand the road you are traveling. There are some great people here that I am sure can provide mentoring or support. Keep your chin up kid.
And like Hambeak said, you are a looker. I say work your magic not only with the grandmas, but on the other ladies as well and keep up your hard work, it will all pay off in the end.
Peace & Joy
L_G