JWfacts, as I was reading this ONE thing came to my mind. I have been at the door many times and have had several people rattle me and I was out done. Only now do I admit this. As a witness whether you want to admit it or not, humility is not a part of our personality for the most part. I am thinking they walked away from the door and said to themselves we really showed her, did you see how upset she was getting and not being able to prove anything.
You on the other hand, humbly admitting you felt you didnt do your best
Humility is a quality that I am desperately working on as we all need it and especially to be acceptable to God. I cannot read their hearts anymore than my own, but I really hope God keeps working with me and forgives my arrogance as a Witness.
abr