For a while I thought about going back and faking it in order to ease the worried minds of my mother and grandmother and be able to socialize with them again, but the few times I went to the meetings convinced me there was no way that I could pull it off. Then, after my daughter was born I knew there was no way I would sacrifice my child on their bloody altar. Then I found JWD and Freeminds and a wealth of information on WTBTS BS. My dear mother and grandmother are now dead, my daughter is alive and well, and my short answer is NO.
~Merry