Amazingly, (for me), Armageddon is the one thing I have let go of.
The turning point for me was when the earth didn't explode in 2000. In the early 90's Fred Franz in a talk he gave at our district convention said this "world would end before the end of this century." I truly felt, in the deepest part of my being, he was right. I could not see how this world could continue, as it was spinning out of control.
Then in 1999 and 2000, there were several programs I watched on PBS, which just knocked me over. First was a show on Apocalyptic Religions. Never looking outside the WTBS, I had no idea about the countless numbers of people through the centuries predicting dates for Armageddon, all with seemingly plausible calculations. There I discovered Russell didn't come up with anything new...it all had been done before. I realized the WTBS were no different in their cockamamy 2,520 year calculation than any of these other guys with their cockamamy calculations. It was crystal clear.
AT the same time there were shows reviewing the achievements of this century. And the facts show that life was no bed of roses before 1914. The truth is life was extrememly difficult and hard for the working class. Living conditions were deplorable for them, life span was short, child labor was huge, let alone all the human rights issues. I feel so stupid for not knowing this...but I was drinking the kool-aid and hoping to play with my own pet panda bear in the yard of my own Swiss chalet in the "new order."
All those things literally dissolved any trust in the WTBS for any predictions they come up with. I figure if it comes, it comes. If it doesn't, I didn't spend one more minute of my precious life worrying about it.