For me, to dismiss and let go of the belief of Armageddon means rejecting God and rejecting the Bible. I am not able to do that because I have concluded that God is a reality and that the Bible is a book worth considering, even a book of prophecy and maybe even the product of God's Holy spirit. I am unable to disprvoe that but I have personal evidence in support. I have a broader way of looking at things now, not restricted to wts views.
According to my previous post, I too now am unable to accept the destruction of billions, hence what the bible means about armagddon nust take on a diffeent meaning than what the bible seems to mean, however I do not know with certainty. But I do not worry about getting killed. I think in terms that Armageddon is a time when God battles agains spirit forces and rescues mankind. I also am inclined to think that in the long scheme of things ALL creatures will be redeemed even the wicked spirits and evil humans will be reconciled to God.
At the same time, I really dont know for sure, but wts doctrine is deeply rooted and I am unable to let go of such beliefs
I cannot let go believing in the wts Armageddon and I cannot let go believing in an Armageddon where God intervenes.