The most complicated, transcendant (outside of time and space) mind in the universe IS the universe.
That is an antimony, by the way.
This MIND we can call "God". It simply "is".
What the consciousness of this mind considers is more real than the dreams we have or the plans we make.
That is the premise of what follows. Read on....
This mind (ALL) is considering creating heavens and Earth. But, before doing this, rightfully considers what the consequencesmight be in advance.
All of what we call human history is this imaginative, speculative consideration of what MIGHT happen.
Compare it to a chessplayer thinking moves ahead BEFORE actually touching the chess pieces.
That is the set-up. Read on.
Everything that we think has happened hasn't happened. Not really. But, so enormously fertile and magnificent is the imagination of this MIND (God) that even the characters of thought (us) THINK we are real.
What is the consequence? Read on.
Nothing terrible has ever REALLY happened! It has only played out AS THOUGH it was actually happening!
The sin, the death, the wars, the chaos and the loss are all merely probabilities played out in the MIND of God BEFORE He acts to make it real!
An author can create characters. The characters are as real as the author's ability to fill them with minds, personality and purpose. We are authored.
The conclusion? Read on.
Once we (the speculative fiction of God's mind) recognize our consciousness is really God's imagination (and not merely our own) our "awareness" makes sense for the first time.
How? Read on.
There has been no harm done. It is all a dress rehearsal. The end will be seen in advance and necessary steps taken to prevent harm to the innocent. Our existence has been provisional. Where were we before we existed? Where was Tom Sawyer before Mark Twain wrote him?
Relax.
Recognize your identity for what it is: the most realistic dream ever dreamed! The most virtual of alive characters ever written.
When the sleeper (God) awakes the characters (us) become the stuff of dreams.
Now THAT is apologia!
(I dedicated this thought to J.T.)