Life sometimes can throw some curveballs (page 2)

Junction-Guy

I think I will clarify some things for those who may be confused over all of this.

My original post said that I needed a woman, in actuality I could have chosen better words. I really dont need a woman, Im not in anyway financially or emotionally ready for dating, however I do get lonely every now and then, especially whenever Im out in public and notice happy couples holding hands and the like.

I just thought this was funny and so did Amanda, funny in an ironic sort of way.

lisavegas420

I don't understand. You said you wanted to meet someone...you put it out there..manifested what you wanted, then when it is offered to you, you change your mind and say you aren't ready.

I woke up Tuesday morning and told my husband I wanted to find a job closer to home, doing what I do now, with more hours and more money. That's it...A few hours later, out of the blue, a woman that I've known for years called me to see if I knew anyone looking for a job. I said, I might be...

It's one mile from my house...doing exactly what I'm doing now, more money, more hours.

Maybe my house is bugged...or maybe we have the power to manifest what we want.

I have a interview on Friday...

lisa

Junction-Guy

I will have to go re-read that thread again.

Sorry to sound confusing.

Junction-Guy

Ok, I just re-read my post over there. What I said was that Im almost ready to start dating and that I have alot of things to overcome. The key word being "almost"

And this is where Im at.

junctions-wife

Ok, I know I said the last post would be my last, I can't stay away. But Dave, you have to get out of that apartment and do something. Take some of my advice and join the YMCA or some other kind of gym. I think you would feel better about yourself and who know Mrs. wonderfull might be there. You never know. I know it is not easy to be Single again after 13 years of marriage, It's not easy for me. I moved out of the city I loved and moved out in the sticks of Kansas, granted I am here with my family but it is not the same. I have a few friends now but nearly the amount I had in TN.

well that will be all for tonight!

Amanda

jgnat

Junction-Guy, I don't think you are ready for another relationship.

But getting out of the house does sound like a brilliant idea.

BizzyBee

May I offer, that - until you resolve your sexuality - you should not become involved with anyone.

'kay?

Junction-Guy

Yes Bizzybee I completely understand and agree with you.

There are alot of things I already know about it. I know that I can only fall in love with a woman, I know that I will never be in a full relationship with a guy. I do find some guys attractive, yet I have no desire to date men, I just dont think that way.

So I do have some things figured out already, there are just a few things left I must conquer.

jgnat

Make sure, Junction-guy, that you aren't setting up conditions that are impossible for any human to meet. Are you sure, aside from your loneliness, that you aren't trying to be a hermit?

Junction-Guy

No jgnat, Im not trying to be a hermit at all, I am defaulting into a hermit though.

Im a very sociable person, if you could have only known me when I lived in Kentucky.

I had friends, I felt connected, I was content where I was, I was enjoying life to the fullest. That was the real me, Im just a shell of my former self, and it didnt start this way until I started tackling this gay issue. I have had nothing but misery since, I think someone or something is trying to send me a message.

Life sometimes can throw some curveballs

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