A year since my brothers death

by purplesofa 34 Replies latest jw friends

  • DJK
    DJK

    I feel that for as long as you remember him, he is with you. DJK

    Some info from Google.

    Short-term effects

    There are established biological effects from acute exposure at high levels (well above 100 µT) that are explained by recognized biophysical mechanisms. External ELF magnetic fields induce electric fields and currents in the body which, at very high field strengths, cause nerve and muscle stimulation and changes in nerve cell excitability in the central nervous system.

    Potential long-term effects

    Much of the scientific research examining long-term risks from ELF magnetic field exposure has focused on childhood leukaemia. In 2002, IARC published a monograph classifying ELF magnetic fields as "possibly carcinogenic to humans". This classification is used to denote an agent for which there is limited evidence of carcinogenicity in humans and less than sufficient evidence for carcinogenicity in experimental animals (other examples include coffee and welding fumes). This classification was based on pooled analyses of epidemiological studies demonstrating a consistent pattern of a two-fold increase in childhood leukaemia associated with average exposure to residential power-frequency magnetic field above 0.3 to 0.4 µT. The Task Group concluded that additional studies since then do not alter the status of this classification.

    However, the epidemiological evidence is weakened by methodological problems, such as potential selection bias. In addition, there are no accepted biophysical mechanisms that would suggest that low-level exposures are involved in cancer development. Thus, if there were any effects from exposures to these low-level fields, it would have to be through a biological mechanism that is as yet unknown. Additionally, animal studies have been largely negative. Thus, on balance, the evidence related to childhood leukaemia is not strong enough to be considered causal.

    Childhood leukaemia is a comparatively rare disease with a total annual number of new cases estimated to be 49,000 worldwide in 2000. Average magnetic field exposures above 0.3 µT in homes are rare: it is estimated that only between 1% and 4% of children live in such conditions. If the association between magnetic fields and childhood leukaemia is causal, the number of cases worldwide that might be attributable to magnetic field exposure is estimated to range from 100 to 2400 cases per year, based on values for the year 2000, representing 0.2 to 4.95% of the total incidence for that year. Thus, if ELF magnetic fields actually do increase the risk of the disease, when considered in a global context, the impact on public health of ELF EMF exposure would be limited.

    A number of other adverse health effects have been studied for possible association with ELF magnetic field exposure. These include other childhood cancers, cancers in adults, depression, suicide, cardiovascular disorders, reproductive dysfunction, developmental disorders, immunological modifications, neurobehavioural effects and neurodegenerative disease. The WHO Task Group concluded that scientific evidence supporting an association between ELF magnetic field exposure and all of these health effects is much weaker than for childhood leukaemia. In some instances (i.e. for cardiovascular disease or breast cancer) the evidence suggests that these fields do not cause them.

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  • LearningToFly
    LearningToFly

    My heart is with you today over your loss.

    I too lost my youngest brother to suicide 2 years ago this past mothers day, the last anniversary was the hardest but also one in which I finally gained some personal closure. The experience also brought up almost forgotten pains of my issues with the JW organization, and family involvement. He was a wonderful young man, but so troubled and lost, not being able to strongly march through the places in his mind full of pain caused by life experiences. Anger and bitterness once again consumed me for a short time on this anniversary, fleeting thoughts of the promised resurrection, an overwhelming desire to seek justice, until I came to a place of peace once again, knowing that wherever he is, he is at peace finally.

    It truly amazes me still to this day, how the mind, like a computer hard drive, has to fight the old files that spring unwanted out at you from time to time.

  • Blueblades
    Blueblades

    Me tootake care

  • monophonic
    monophonic

    suicide is hard. i've had two family members kill themselves, one try real good, and two close friends commit suicide.

    it's been about 9 years since the last suicide, but i was really messed up there for a while b/c of that stretch of time...and it was when i was still 'in' and i've given my experience here before, but the elders demonized us in the early ones since they assumed it was b/c of secret sins, which really f*&ked me up further.

    the hurt, the love, the memories are all still there and my dead friends and family are a part of me and i pay homage to them on the anniversaries of their deaths. but instead of open wounds, they feel like scars now....and there's still feelings of anger which fuels a bit of sarcasm and absurdity about depression and suicide.

    i was a lot more suicidal closer to the times of those deaths....now, those thoughts have decreased a lot and if/when i do have them i talk about them in therapy and it seems to help.

    my thoughts are with you.

  • Open mind
    Open mind

    (((((((( purps )))))))))

    Open Mind

  • purplesofa
    purplesofa

    Thank-you for all your kind comments.

    It truely made a dark day brighter.

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  • journey-on
    journey-on

    Purplesofa....heartfelt condolences, dear. I've seen your beautiful artwork. Maybe an evening of intense drawing can help relieve some of your sadness and something beautiful can be born from your pain. journey-on

  • hubert
    hubert

    ((((((Purps)))))

    Hubert

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