Thank you (((free2think))), Timbo, fifi, blondie for your lovely generous PM, and the rest of your Tyrone and Stealth can rot in hell for all I care!
Just kidding - I love you boys too! See I havent lost my wicked sense of humour and flip and naughty is always fine with me! Out of cuirosity Tyrone who is on your hitlist and did you ever get the email I sent you last week? Is it a symptom of bi polar to ignore emails?? LOL!
Its very tempting to blame everything on being mad, but I shall try not to except in jest.
Rebel 8 - my mother who I do love dearly still definitely exhibited interesting similarities, nothing as extreme as me, but nevertheless she would blow very hot and cold and could get extremely angry at a a bewildering pace for us kids and we never knew why. I've always had the massive mood swings. I can be ecstatically euphorically happy one minute and looking for a train to slip under the next, which is scary because I DO NOT WANT to die. I can't stress that enough, but sometimes I really really want to stop and I take tremedous risks with my safety and health at times which are well there is no two ways about it - abnormal. I've been extremely lucky that 9 times out of 10 I meet kind compassionate people when I am in these manic episodes who dont use the situation to harm me. And then there is the 1 in 10 where I dont always come out unscathed.