Come on Awakened.... what really woke you up?????
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Well - I'm actually not sure, but I think I started to question things even while I was active; questions I couldn't find an answer to even in prayer or the literature. So I buried it for a while, but then a situation changed in my life which caused me to miss a few meetings, and the ball started rolling, and I had time and opportunity to find answers to my questions elsewhere when possible. The internet I think must have been part of it as well. I used to discuss my beliefs with non-JWs online, and after a while I found that they often had better answers than me, corrected some misconceptions I had about science among other things, and I didn't "win" even when directly quoting our literature. Actually instead, my quotes got ridiculed, and with good reason. This made me wonder, because to me, the literature was more or less directly from Jehovah's mouth. So slowly but surely, my eyes opened. I'm actually remembering this as I post, so thanks for asking!