I'm kinda shakey

by Dagney 24 Replies latest jw friends

  • Dagney
    Dagney

    Thank you everyone for you replies. I don't know why the conversation affected me so much. He was telling me about a guy who was just reinstated, and I told him I already knew and why he was after 20 years. One of the elders on his JC stood up to the Nazi committee that continued to refuse his reinstatement. So my friend said "I don't get these guys. It's life and death! They have the power of life and death...why would they not want someone to have life!" (Looong pregnant pause from me.) Then the conversation about "me" began. And he gave a Sunday talk in a local hall which I didn't go to, again, and of course people are asking about me and he had to respond somehow.

    Fortunately he lives on the east coast so no drop ins. And he knows I am very busy and hard to get a hold of, so I will be able to dodge him indefinitely, I hope I hope.

    It's easy to deal with the insensitive JW's, in fact I rather enjoy challenging their gray matter. And I know my well meaning friend doesn't realize how ridiculous it sounds...meetings = salvation. *sigh* But as was said here you wish so much you could talk openly and honestly with persons you are close to, but you just can't. They do not "think;" everything is referenced in their mind to the recent meeting or literature study.

    Thank you again for your reassuring comments. They are very much appreciated.

  • nvrgnbk
    nvrgnbk

    Sorry if it sounds like I'm making light of this, but it sounds like he might have a crush on you.

    I think about you every day, EVERYDAY!!"

    That's alot of thinking for an elder to be doing about a lost sheep.

  • BIG D
    BIG D

    dagney.........

    it is always hard to fade, i am in it now, i just say i am no longer goin, and i dont expound, they want you to say something you can be accountable for.

    i know about not making many friends yet, i have kids and only so much time in the day, you are a good person, and you want to not let others down, but you have to do what is right for you, and you know the hall is wrong!

    you sound like a sweetheart, i hope you will be ok, you have friends here, big d

  • eclipse
    eclipse

    Sorry if it sounds like I'm making light of this, but it sounds like he might have a crush on you.

    I think about you every day, EVERYDAY!!"

    That's alot of thinking for an elder to be doing about a lost sheep.

    I was thinking the same thing, anyone who thinks of you that often...probably has more than just your eternal life in mind.

  • erynw
    erynw

    I was thinking the same thing, anyone who thinks of you that often...probably has more than just your eternal life in mind.

  • BFD
    BFD

    (((dagney)))

    Why is it that the concern is always about some future life in the new system.

    He can spend time with you now if he really wanted to. And, I can't figure out why he wouldn't want to.

    Maybe his new position will help him wake up. You can only hope.

    BFD

  • Dagney
    Dagney

    Oh NOOOOOOOOO NO NO NO NO NO.

    No no no.

    He is a long time friend, very loyal and sensitive, and just also has always been very attached. He is very married, and I am good friends with both. I reminded him yesterday I was friends with his wife FIRST, and he said "I know that!"

    Better today with all your kind thoughts.

  • eclipse
    eclipse

    LOL,

    I still say that he has a crush on you!

    Being married and you being friends with his wife doesn't stop that

  • nvrgnbk
    nvrgnbk

    He is a long time friend, very loyal and sensitive, and just also has always been very attached. He is very married, and I am good friends with both. I reminded him yesterday I was friends with his wife FIRST, and he said "I know that!"

    LOL!

    Yep.

    He likes ya.

  • Superfine Apostate
    Superfine Apostate

    if he comes alone, you can talk normal... if you want to.

    if he comes with another elder, then he does not come as a friend. and in case you want to fade, you'd better lie your butt off or just be quiet. they'll talk about mundane things first, but shortly before they leave, they'll let out the tough stuff.

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