My dearest brother, Amazing... may you have peace!
A 'funny' thing occurred this morning: I was directed to answer a very similar 'situation' for one inquiring. While the message was indeed SPECIFIC for that one, I believe that what I was given to 'share' is appropriate for what you wish to understand as well. Therefore, permit me, if you will, to restate it to you here, and please know that it is my sincerest wish that you, too, 'hear'... and get the 'sense' of it:
[i]"Do not be too hasty to judge in your heart the Holy One of Israel. For indeed, if you are seeking His love and mercy for YOUR acts, which acts you have committed in righteousness AND unrighteousness... how then can you judge His acts, all of which have been committed in righteousness? If indeed the sons wish to be shown the benefit of the doubt, how then can the sons judge as unrighteous the works of the Father?
"True, you USED to have a father who was of your flesh to discipline you, and you used to give HIM respect. Shall you not much more subject yourself to the Father of your spiritual life... and live? For your fleshly father used to discipline you according to what seem good to HIM, as you did with YOUR children; but our heavenly Father does so for our own profit, that we may partake of HIS holiness.
Hebrews 12:9, 10
"If you, although flesh, do not wish to have your hand 'checked' by your children, how can you check the hand of the Holy One of Israel? Have not your decisions of discipline seemed to YOU to be necessary for the good of YOUR household? Yet, the Holy One of Israel Himself swore in a covenant to look after His Household, Israel, and remove from it all of that which causes stumbling, as well as any enemies of that Household. Can you say, in your righteousness, then, that you would not have done the same out of your love for YOUR household?
"Take as an example the days of Noah: Was it not 'law' for the Holy One of Israel to save a righteous man? Did not JUSTICE dictate that such man, Noah, MUST be saved, even if it meant annihilation of ALL the unrighteous? Indeed, justice dictates such, by means of my Father's covenant... with the 'righteous'.
"So, please, 'soften' your heart toward the Holy One of Israel, as you wish Him to keep His softened toward you. And He will. For no matter what our works, His are always righteous... and notivated by love... FOR the 'righteous'. Just as you, a man, will do whatever necessary to save and protect the good of YOUR Household, so, too, the Holy One of Israel will not leave off from His promise to bless Israel.
"You ARE a son, by means of an anointing with holy spirit, which anointing you yourself 'wished' for... and 'asked' for. Are you not yet seeking your 'home'? If then, you were not a son, would you not already BE 'home'? For what then are you still seeking? You are seeking your 'former' place, that place from which you originated, and are desiring to return. Know it; own it... and it will be yours. In your heart... as well as in your mind.
"But remember, it is not the Father who answers to the sons, but the sons who must 'render an accounting' before the Father. Take care, then, to 'love your neighbor... including your God... as yourself'... and do not let judging in unrighteousness cover over your heart."
This was the message that I 'heard', dear Amazing, and that I related to another, just as I heard it.
And I say to you, as I said to that one, please... HEAR what the Spirit says. Our Father is NOT an 'exacting' God, as many have painted Him to be. He is a 'righteous' God; yet, His righteousness is HIGHER than our righteousness... and His thoughts are higher. He will indeed annihilate ALL of the unrighteous, for the sake of one mere righteous man. That is His 'law'.
We do not have to agree with it, any more than our children have to agree with our decisions in discipline... or punishment. Most times, however, what our children cannot see or discern at the moment of discipline, they can later. It is the same with us: what we do not understand now, we will later. It is on us, however, to 'soften' our hearts so as to HEAR discipline and HEAR righteousness... and accept its working out in us.
My Father's 'pen' cannot write on a hardened heart, dear Amazing. And as He has always told us, Israel... is a HARD hearted, HARD headed, STIFF-necked house. But it does not have to be that way. We CAN... by means of Christ... soften our hearts so as to have the Law of the Holy One of Israel... not the Law Covenant, but a NEW law, a NEW covenant, a RIGHTEOUS law... written thereon. He, however, will not soften our hearts for us; it is up to us to make ours minds... and our hearts 'over', to CIRCUMCISE them, by cutting away the flesh and its works, particularly ANGER AND CONTENTION, by means of Christ and holy spirit.
There is set before us all... a blessing... and a malediction. Life... or death. Before us all. The choice is entirely ours. If, however, we continue to look for REASONS so as not to have to serve the Holy One of Israel, and REASONS so as to not know His righteousness and REASONS so as not be sons... we will find them. For this world, which lies in the power of the wicked one... is full of such reasons.
There are only two (2) kinds of 'sons' in this universe, dear Amazing: the 'children of God'... and the 'children of the Devil'. There are no other choices. We are either the 'offspring' of one... or the 'progeny' of another. There is no other 'father'. We have, all of us, originated from the heavenly places, the 'seed' of His 'woman'. The issue, however, is not so much who are 'mother' is... the spirit realm... but who our FATHER is. Who it is that we obey, who it is that has 'fertilized' us with HIS seed: God, and thus Life, through our "Eternal Father", Christ... or Death, and thus Destruction, through the 'father of the lie', Satan.
And I now state to you, as I did to the one previous, that:
"I, myself, Shel, by means of the spirit of my Father, JAH OF ARMIES, that is in me, holy spirit, by means of our Lord JAHESHUA MISCHAJAH, have spoken it to you, my dear one, just as I have heard it. Please, do not take this as 'grievous' discipline, dear one. Take as a Father's LOVE... to a son. 'Hear' what the Spirit is trying to tell you... and teach you."
I am not a 'fundy', dear Amazing. I am not even 'religious'. I am nothing more than a good-for-nothing-slave, by means of an anointing with holy spirit, and thus, I am...
YOUR servant, as I am servant to ALL those of the Household of God, Israel, as well as your sister by means of holy spirit, and a slave of Christ,
Shel