Well, I was going to post my experiences, but if you are going to try to manipulate me...................
Oh ok, so I left when I was 19, I ran off with my 33 year old non witness boss. Pure selfishness. But I never stopped believing, I just thought I was a loser. Well, shortly I met and married my husband (my age!). It was a few months later when I took him to an assembly, and tried to tell him why this was the truth and we should both get into it that it happened for me. The more I tried to explain what he was hearing, the more it sounded ridiculous to me. He had great questions, and I tried so hard to answer them with sound JW information.................But it just did not make any sense to me in my own ears. It took many years after that before I could really relax and feel free, but that was definitely the light bulb moment.