Yes, I remember the "joy" of first learning this material. The thought that I had the chance to live forever, under false premises of having the problems in my life cleaned up. Self righteousness also played a part, as I got rid of my sun-worship decorations and magazines on horoscopes. It was supposed to be a two way street: I had to get rid of those things that were bad and start doing what was good, and Jehovah was supposed to have started allowing me to attract the opposite sex (lest I drive them out with my presence).
After I did my part, Jehovah refused to do His part. I was seeing nothing good whatsoever coming from that Almighty Deadbeat. From that point on, the "joy" of reading the Bible litter-ature and doing the field circus and going to the boasting sessions was dead. Once Jehovah japped on one promise and started pushing it back to future steps, I knew that He would keep doing that until I went through the Ministerial Training School and then helped fix the congregation worldwide, and then He would have made sure I would stay celibate just so He could call on me to repair the damage from the pedophile fallout and the millions of other things they are messing up on.
The deeper things never really did interest me, since I stood to gain nothing from it. Who gives a fxxx about agreements between Jehovah and David, Abraham, Jonathan, and Noah? Or, the Jehonadab class vs the Jonathan class? I don't. It doesn't affect me in any way whatsoever. And, what about the difference between the Great Multitude, the Other Sheep, and the Great Crowd? I didn't really give a fxxx about any of that, since I was either a member of all these (and so is nearly everyone else) or of none of the above (either the anointed or the apostate "evil slave").
I believe all these stupid differentiations are to make them look pious and knowledgeable about nothing. They keep changing their positions about these issues, even more so than about the blatant things. I don't think anyone is going to die simply because they didn't belong to the Great Multitude instead of the Great Crowd. If anyone did die for that, it would little more than prove Jehovah to be an almighty tyrant that wishes to confuse people that can't keep up with the Watchtower Society's stand on issues like this.
Now, I put myself in that "apostate" class. As for whether I am of the "evil slave" class or not, I definitely will do what I can to ruin the Watchtower Society by exposing them on public forums like this.