That would really rock my world as I know it. After I initially left the JWs' I did question the whole "is there a God"" especially when you look around and see all the atrocities - the sick sick things happening in your own back yard.Then I put it out of my mind and carried on believing in a God.
Right now I choose to believe in a God, whether that god be Jesus, Jehovah, Buddha, Allah, Shiva, it doesn't matter - I'm happy with the idea that there is a spiritual & powerful someone running things.However lately I've been questioning again - so many posters on here that are atheists really make good arguments & I can't reason my way out of it.
Why does god keep so quiet? Why not just let us know - tadaaaa I'm here. If he exists does he really have a hand in my life? Am I god, my own god?
I mean if you don't have god, what do you have?Yourself.If there is no god then all these bad things are the product of our own universal consciousness, which in essence means WE have created evil/good and in turn WE have accepted evil/good, therefore how can we judge that evil/good.
....Right now, like I said I choose to believe in god and until I truly know or feel that he really isn't there, I'll probably keep praying to him.
....aish so many error messages to get this posted.....a sign (kidding)