For me, it was a combination of things over a long period of time.
How about you??
by minimus 51 Replies latest jw friends
For me, it was a combination of things over a long period of time.
How about you??
ditto minimus....wasn't one thing..just a bunch of things I kept putting in the back of my head and then finally it just couldn't be pushed back any further.
was about 12 years old. JW kid down the street gets in a big argument about if a person , say, drowned, in the New System (tm) would he actually "die" and be resurected or NOT die....
after a few minutes of his logic I had nothing.
~Hill
Silly. No one "drowns" in the new system. If you can't accidentally die, certainly, one couldn't drown.
Mike...is that YOU? LOL!
~Hill
There were a number of things that I tried to ignore. I tried to tell myself to wait on Jehovah and that the brothers are imperfect. Exactly what I was brainwashed to do.
The day I found out about the U.N./N.G.O. scandal is the day that I woke the hell up.
I believe it was always the truth, even with all the self-righteous nuts, I would excuse them as ‘unusual’ . But cutting to the chase I was involved in a committee and I could not believe the accusations and lies, favouritism, bias etc.. in God’s organisation !! the kind of stuff that I thought only happened in ‘Satans’ world. So out of shock and despair I looked at the internet and within a few minutes I realised WHY and all the loose pieces came together.
ditto minimus....wasn't one thing..just a bunch of things I kept putting in the back of my head and then finally it just couldn't be pushed back any further.
Double ditto.
I think it was the being brainwashed into them having all the keys to happiness and years later knowing for sure that I never had been.
I believed EVERYTHING except Jesus coming invisably in 1914 ...The elders came & told me I MUST believe that. ( I had lost my hubby in death two years prior)
I cried to them & told them I just couldnt see how that was ,since Jesus when he came it would get better. Well they left
There had been a brother? in the congregation around my age who was taking a special interest in me ,>>>>>flirting,
A few days after they told me I was D/F ,,, I backed out of my parking into another car. & that VERY BROTHER stood & laughed at me. Walked away !!!! I knew then that Gods organization couldnt be ruled by God. 1 . because when they told me I was d/f I asked" what they would do if I killed my self "One shrugged his shoulders, 2. When a "loving" brother could laugh at my accident.
I believe they didnt want to look after the Widow....So chuck her out. They did!!!! I sometimes want to send them THANK YOU cards