Hello,Judith:
Thanks again for your thoughts. I wish you and your family the best on your journey. You seem to be a very nice person.
Bang:
Thank you too for your reply. I'm not sure what you are trying to tell me. I do believe in God and Jesus and I know that the WTBS is not what it pretends to be. Perhaps I had not made that clear.
Just a brief comment to you, if I may. You say that you have never been in a hall and that "it's not necessary to know that they don't teach that way." Not having been a witness, there is no way you could possibly know all that it entails. As I mentioned before, I appreciate your comments, but you should understand that in dealing with people who are or were witnesses, is something that an 'outsider' can never truly relate to.
The JW experience (40 years, hey I'm a slow learner!)added quite a dimension to my life once it became PART of my life instead of ENTIRELY my life. One of the 'interesting' Scriptures that has always intrigued me is Hebrews 5:8. It's one of the major points that finally led to my dismissing the Society's version of what this (EVERYTHING!) is all about. Young's Literal Translation renders it this way: "through being a Son,(Speaking of Jesus) did learn by the things which he suffered—the obedience," The NWT translates this way: "Although he was a Son, he learned obedience from the things he suffered;" Other translations read similarly.
Jesus' words elsewhere tell us that he was with the Father in heaven before he came down. He also tells us of the very close association he enjoys with the Father. Although we are all the progeny of God, Jesus appears to hold a unique position in that respect, "the only begotten son". We can only imagine the things Jesus knows and the power that he wields. Scripture indicates that God holds few things back from him. YET...yet, there was something that Jesus needed that the Father evidently could not just give him. --Obedience. The Scriptures tell us that he learned it through sufferings. I find that extremely significant. Jesus could never know what being human was until he went through it himself. No amount of insight or observation on his part could ever give him that.
It's the same thing with being a JW. No about of observation will ever give you the insight of what it truly means to belong to this Society. You can only learn that but ...the sufferings of being in it and then leaving.
-Seen it all, done it all, can't remember most of it-