if you read the Bible
Then don't read it. It's mankind's attempt to try and understand what/who God is. That is NOT The Eternal One.
I re-read the Bible recently without the JW rose-colored glasses on. I was amazed that most of it is about natural
disasters being blamed on "God's" wrath or so-called prophets attempting to explain why enemy armies are attacking,
or crops are failing, or rivers are drying up, or rains aren't coming, or children are dying, etc. etc. It's about the Jewish
nation's history and religion. It's full of funny stories and fables. I didn't find The Eternal One there.