Well I thought about this alot, before I decided to leave. And for me, I'm 26, I'd much rather LIVE FOR TODAY, and live everyday to the fullest rather than being scared of some great "god" that is going to destroy me. The failed predictions have mounted up, you'd have to be blind, deaf, and retarted not to take note of that proving that they are a false prophet that the Bible warns us against. They constantly go "beyond what is written", which the Bible also warns us.
So I thought, ok, what if somehow this gloom and doom organization is right? Ok, well I'd get to pet some fluffy, wild animals, get to eat nothing but vegetables, I'd get to study and be out in service 24/ 7, get to have only missionary position sex with some prude, and I'd have to believe every word that the GB says, and live around mindless zombies for the rest of my days.
Frankly I'd rather live 70 or 80 GOOD years of listening to GREAT MUSIC, playing great music in a band, cooking for REAL friends, eating lots of MEAT, NEVER doing service or meetings again, going to church to FEEL BETTER, having lots of sex with my fiancee (soon to be wife), going boating, and NEVER, EVER, EVER, believing another word that comes out of a JW mouth.
I abhore YOU, to GET OUT OF HER!!!! Stop sharing in the WTBTS sins. Get on with your life, go to college, get a great job, marry a beautiful woman, have kids, go to their activities, make REAL friends, find a hobby and find a good loving church to attend with your family.