Just can't seem to shake this double-life persona....probably because as a born in dub, I started faking flag salute and pledge of alliegence in third grade....who want to feel like a FREAK in third grade...geeze.
Double-life went into high gear though starting with junior high school and those damn breasts started poppin out! How could you not want play with those? So for me....school boobs were way easier than kingdom hall boobs....way safer too. I think the worst day of my double-life was HS graduation....this oh so great time away from the dubs had come to an end.
Double-life did not end...esp if you wanted to see an R or God fobid...and X rated movie!! And some of my income was not reported.
So now I leave this damn cult and the double-life is over....right? Heck no...cause although I have REALLY spoken my mind to friends and family this past three years....My wife now know this is not a mental problem I am dealing with....it is, "There is no fluckin way in hell am EVER going back....and I am going to make some new friends without you....wish yo would be a part of it." Her reaction is... let's just say....another story that will not make it to JWD, but I have decided to protect her for awhile from total openess.....she just cant handle that, but does not fuss at me for clicking away here on JWD.
Soooo.....the Double-Life continues! She would not like my loooong phone calls with my JWD friends, and would see them easlily on the ol cell phone bill. For a mere $64.00 I now have my very own Virgin apostaphone with 1000 minutes purchased on it! A new level of freedom for me.....I can now talk completly openly and honestly.....as long as I am nowhere near my wife.
This apostaphone is most likely going to lead to.........apostabeach.......pm me if ya wanna talk........oompa
Man this takes me right back to high school!!!