Blasty says... "Yeah, the first step is to question anything anyone tells you, even the people on this board, and use those questions to find the answers that make sense to you"..
Damn good advice if you ask me...
So that said, I remembered reading where George Washington always listened to everyone, and then made decisions... he still made mistakes, but by listening to everyone HE LESSENED HIS CHANCES to make a mistake.
You'll lessen your chances if you research everything you can about God, but you'll not ever have a conclusive answer, and that's OK, some things we simply don't know. If you find something you believe then good, but still don't close your mind to other possibilities.
I've made several posts where I've stated that making dogmatic claims as to God's existence makes the poster look stupid, I don't care if they believe or disbelieve in God, but to be dogmatic over something you can't, and I mean freaking can't prove, that makes the person making that statement look like an idiot. I'm sorry but it does.
I got blasted for those comments, but I don't know why... I didn't call someone an idiot, just said that making comments like that were stupid... and they are!
It's Ok to share a theory, but to be dogmatic about such things..., that's stupid. So, to answer you're question... I'd say that the God of the OT Bible is conclusively an ass, and I want no dealings with him... I'd say the God of the NT is completely different and if they're the same God, then God changed his mind along the way. My beliefs, which can't be proven, it that neither one is real and/or exists, or has ever existed. But that is just an opinion.