Actually, not much to tell. At the bookstudy on Thursday, one of the elders that is "investigating" me called on me to comment. He didn't call on me to pray though. Afterward, he gave me a KM. But still, three weeks have gone by and they have not scheduled a judicial meeting. I am not sure why, they said they have a second witness against me, but their second witness is a member of my family that I supposedly confessed to years ago. I never confessed to anything to anyone in my family that was serious.
At the convention on sunday, I went because my family goes to that one, some were nice to me and others were a little "cool." It was weird and sad because usually I get a lot of yells and hugs because I was a missionary, plus I like people, and I have a lot of friends. So the gossip has gotten around that a sister was reproved publicly, and she named me as the other person involved. How everyone seems to know that is beyond me.
My mom has called me several times and urged me to confess. She has also called my friends at Bethel, and in different states, telling them I have done something wrong and refuse to confess. She speaks to me in cryptic words, saying that my friends will be there for me but only if I confess. My invitations to go in field service are getting less and less, so are invitations to go eat.
Wow this is hard.
